Rain Drops of Sun Shine

Hours before College Camp I find myself scrolling through tumblr instead of packing…. x.x

Honestly, I don’t know what to expect from camp. At least from CFW I had some idea of what I wanted to ask God and the things I wanted to know. But this time I feel like I’m just going because I’m going. What is the meaning behind all of this? I’m sure there is a higher reason for why I am going, but I just don’t know what it is yet. I guess this year it will be a surprise!

 I’m sure I’ll find something to ask God during camp, or He will point out something in my life that I didn’t think about before (or that I am choosing to ignore). Either way, I’m sure it will be a blessing time. 

Time to get hyped!!! Be back in a few days!

So school FINALLY ended! oh my gosh!! It has been a quick year but so much has happened! I can’t believe that the first year flew by so fast! 

Through my freshman year, I’ve met so many people from so many different places. I think that is the one thing I will miss the most. New friends from Servants and AAIV have been such a blessing in my life that I wish I could have been more open to all of them. Doing Dance Ministry and Evo and all the silliness that comes from AASIA made me realize how much time I should have invested in those people. Although, there is a lot of people to invest in… Maybe next year I’ll be able to settle down a little more! 

Academics has been a drag though… It was easy enough to coast, but I wish I REALLY REALLY tried to get those A’s. Goal for next year is definitely to have more virtue in grades.

This post is so late so I don’t really have much to say… Hahaha! But definitely, my hope is to right all the mistakes I’ve made this past year! 

ARRGGG MY HEAD HURTS!!! I haven’t played a video game in such a long time and this is how it repays me!! blahhhh!! looks like I will be taking another break from gaming again…

Almost done just one paper and a final exam!! go go go go go!!!!!!!!

School is getting overwhelming!! 

My chinese teacher said it seemed like i knew what I was doing and bumped up my presentation date to this coming monday! That is why you don’t use google translate… On top of that, I have 2 research papers to finish by the end of the semester and I haven’t even started looking for sources!! Yikes!!!

Imaginasia is in tomorrow!!!! GAHHHHH!!!! I’m so tired from dance practice and scene practice!! takes up SOOO much of my time!!! I hope I can get through this week okay!

Brings me back to AAC back in High School. I honestly don’t remember it being so time consuming… I wonder if next year will be the same… :/

PS. If the title doesn’t make any sense to you, watch Young Justice :) .

This week has been so long! I had to stay over the whole week practically and it has been exhausting! I haven’t been eating or getting enough rest! It is a mystery how i even get homework done…. But I think I still was able to remain cheerful and up beat!

I was quite colorful the whole week! Dance and scene practice requires some bright colored clothing so I’ve been wearing them all week and it is safe to say I love it. I love wearing color especially BRIGHT colors! I think they even make me a little more cheerful too! :) 

But yes, still super busy! so much dancing and so much filming! the day ends at 12 every day and then homework begins. I don’t know how I’ve survived and I think it is about to get worse for the next week! :( 

But I’m still happy none the less and I’m glad! But still, I can’t help but think that my keeping busy attitude is just encouraging me to avoid these thoughts in the back of my mind that I should really sort out…. Hopefully the break coming up will be good!